I'd tell you but my mom would have to kill.... me?

Ok so I wake up and my sister jumps on my back about me throwing out her clothes. So I had a bag of clothes that I wasnt sure if I wanted to keep/give away/give to friends/throw out. So she wants to rampage it and Im (looking for her clothes) and Im like- no I dont have any of your clothes in there then she gets mom and they're both jumping on my back... grrrrrrrrr.


Then my mom decides that not wanting people tearing through my stuff was "snoty" then she's like "Your not going to Savannahs !" And apparently that was a chance for me to cool off before she did but I was thinking she was actually calling her so I was like frantically apologizing and she took that as sassying her or something? Its been a long day already and its only ten o'clock. So Im not going to see narnia with my friend :(





Then my mom and I had a fight but I cant write about that because the security of my laptop for the summer has been comprimised.





Arrrrrgggggghhhh- it feels like everyones been on my back lately, parents, sibling, people who arent related but live with us, teachers (end of the year,) every single day for the past week I've had do something I desperatly didnt want to, or deal with something that someone else caused, or worry about something, or act like someone else to avoid a fight, or be respectful when I felt like tearing my hair out (thats happend a lot lately) or clean up a friends mess because she cant do it on her own.... yeah stressful week. And I still have to deal with have of the stuff above


And now the thing I was looking forward to (seeing narnia with my friend) is gone and no matter how much I reason with her its no, no, no, no!

I went to a friends house after church and her mom was so different from a lot of other moms. She was just plain kind. When my friend did something her mom didnt like she simply pointed it out and let her think about it. She didnt jump on her back or anything. Her mom knew how to let someone have fun even if they screw up. Of course right now I'm really mad at my mom and almost anyone looks... er... more pleasent to be around. (I'm sure she feels the same about me)

I hate today... I need to get to tomorrow. I wish I was one of those people who could sleep all afternoon and still be tired at night.





Grrr... mondays.